N3WorLD

my eyes maybe blinds
not really blind because i can't see
I just pretend or just can't see how people feel
its kinda hard to know somebody feeling
my experience not always said the truth
I like to blame myself about the past
but its nothing good for the future
I can judge something with my feeling
but with rational or even positive though
somebody my lie to me
but i look through your eyes
even more deep than that
i cant lie to myself
to just smile when you like i am to smile
i might always smile although tears drops from my eyes
but dont force me to laugh together when u wanted to cry
its just the hardest lie that u force me to do
I prefer to stay away for some moment
not because i am not care with that
its just to let you think clearly when i am away
but its not look a good way
everything talk differently
like i wanted the sun come over in the night
instead of just moon who can reflect the light