Tuesday, March 15, 2016

If just we can wake up tomorrow
let the light shine one more time

i believe i scared that nobody feel it
see your eyes give me a new believe
to search a new reason

old dream had been reminder
touching the lips to smile

 i know there is a mistake
that words could not speak
just the combination of eyes and heart
make me wake up from reality

no words could be describe
just believe that could changes the life
nobody could predict
because tomorrow is always be a mystery

February 18, 2016

Its had been 5th days since i had a bad headache.   People said I am thinking too much about this life. Overthinking that I should not think about it. The real problem now, I am not even know what I am thinking inside my mind. Perhaps its my inner soul who force me to think. Its true I feel a little bored in my job now. I scared to changes immediately because some reason which concern more to other people than myself. Life is full of mystery. Keep wondering what is gonna happen in next seconds.
lately, i feel like being fake in my life.

wednesday, 28 october 2015

Today,
I had overthinking about everything. my past, present and future mixed without a tail.
the things that keep me worry too much about this situations.
greediness, hatred, emotions just the commons way of humans nature..
people might things i am stupid, crazy or whatever is bad things that should be yelled
I just could not imagine something bad, perhaps sometimes it might fly inside my minds
but sure i do  not want it conquer my minds for long time
people always believe money could solves every problems
 in one side I might be agree of that statement
but in 99% of statement i would be against of it
people just looking something imaginative
the truth...
i am forget the meaning of this life
keep left something i need to fight for
love, happiness, loyalty, and kindness
i always believe people would get it as my imaginations
instead, many imperfections happens of my narrow minded
times always give me a lesson
lesson always give me a experience
the experience would keep me as a human
human that would keep you smile when i ever see you again 

Monday, June 8 2015

sounds of heart
loving you is easy because of your beautiful
walking with you just a dream that I imagine
see you in silent just make me smile by myself
your color of life always touching my heart
every single words you spoken always be remember without you expect
this heart just scared the sounds
the crowd that always keeps watching closely
I just believe the time will fuse hearts together
you pure souls always lead you to the right destiny
Like I always watching you closely silently

Sunday, 7 June 2015

life is running time with time
every seconds I imagines what happen in this life
listening to every question why am I here
Wondering the answer of your hidden question
but, one things i ever know is "I life to be happy"
its might sound really crazy for others
At the moment, I am not really care about past and future that could be happen to me
I much more concern to what I could do at the present moment
either I can make you smile, helps you solves problem even do something crazy
the reasons is just very simple, to enjoy this life
You would love my past story because its very nice story
But I just don't want to share with others because i like to keeps it myself (so just try to figure it out by yourself)
About the future, I always imagine what I gonna to be and what I should to do
Past teach me to not reveals the future, but just keeps it inside you strong minds.
I could say this because people around you is the best destroyer of your thought
Sometimes, you also curious with my future
You keeps saying my life is so wonderful, that because I makes it sounds wonderful
so dont be jealous because the words when u never know the truth...
Humans minded is so simple so that easy to be manipulated
The most interesting story is about love
the love that people wanted as their imagination
something that nearly ridiculous impossible

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

times confuse this mind
tongue taste a bitter sweet of coffee
keep a little memory fade away slowly
glasses try to focus a silhouette
one heart give a memory
two hearts make it a loves
finding a simple perfections
when there is no warranty of completed missing pieces
mind is keeps changing,
eyes always blind when heart speaking
guessing a future just like flying in space
no direction and sign
till a pair of wings wrapped this body
melt the frozen heart and open the little secret of life

May 5, 2014 (2)

everytime i looked into your eyes
i feel become a stranger
all secret cover perfectly
but my mouth dont dare to ask
my brain react slowly
command my body with no direction
feel like hug you
give this shoulder for you to lay over
wish you more honest to me
speak like you wanted to
without fear
the courage that i believe
together with trust in u life

May 5, 2014

have you ever cried...
why i never see see your tears with my eyes..
coz u always cover by u smile
make people jealous of your life
look beautiful, full with happiness
xoxoxoxoxoxo
i might cried when i wanted to
i might kill somebody if i wanted to
i might people life misserable if i wanted
i might do every bad things in your mind
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
but i do nothing of it...
i just wanted believe someone
hug you with my soul
and kiss you with this lips
the time that make me vow a promise again

Thursday, April 24, 2014

human...
I would say the most uneasy creature
no one can truly control this monster
once it can be so lovely
next seconds it might be a beast with nobody can tame
a little heart and a tiny brain hardly being connected
all lie lying down between their relationship
everyone might be know the truth
but they just make it sleeping in the beauty
some force slowly cracking the truth
rushing to get any patch to cover the hole
.....
everything have own destiny
but I believe every destiny can be changes if you wanted to
thanks to people who think I was blessed and lucky enough
I would not complaint anything for that praise
I rather fly into the flow that would bring me to wonderful journey
no time will limit me to find the answer
only somebody who can protect me who i believe
someone who can understand the truth of unconscious moment
past just history which we need to learn and grow
future just moment that still in dream and nobody can predict it
enjoy the present time is the key of how you living peacefully

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

everything count by time
it made something different in such a way
I decide to give a shot of crazy decision
future that i always wondering
uneasy feeling i had, empty my mind to concentrate
thousand of questions being ask
neither one I answer correctly
I live just for the moment without any plan for tomorrow
destroy any expectations
make loves vaporize into sky
just believe how blessed am I to this world
share happiness to people around me
spread the blessed into magical moment